Color Me Lethargic.

You know, I'm a big advocate to taking responsible chances and living your life to the fullest without hurting others, or at least I try to be. Regardless there have been many times I have either overstepped my own bounds or not realized what was really good for me at the time. Here are a list of some regrets I have, in the order I think of them:

Not saving more money longer

Not investing when I was younger

Losing touch with some of my better friends (Sarah, Mark, Kerb, GregE, Zack, Ziaja, Brandon, etc.)

Not having more girl friends growing up. Then again, I didn't particularly like many girls. I still don't.

Being an English major, or at least not planning ahead enough to realize that I could have done better.

Never being at a party where I get a real chance to play beer pong.

Not saying some things I meant to say to some people at certain times.

Having a livejournal account.

Not going to therapy longer or getting on meds - I really could have been much happier for much longer. I should go back.

Not staying more physically fit and active.

Going to SIUE. Sure, it was inexpensive and easy, but I really could have done better.

Dating certain people. Moreso sleeping with certain people that I have. No names need to be mentioned.

Being a jealous person in my past. It wasn't worth it.

Cheating. I never should have done it to anyone. It's not ever worth it. OK it was once, but that was back during my freshman and sophomore year. OK it only wasn't worth it once. He knows who he is because I'm still apologizing years down the road.

Not being more involved with APO earlier when I joined.

Not telling that stupid judge more when I talked to him in the 5th grade during that stupid custody battle.

Not visiting my Granddad more before he died.

My spending habits.

Not sticking up for myself more.

Those are a few of them worth mentioning. Some are far more complicated and others really aren't worth mentioning. Oh well.
~*PEACE*~